Hahahaha

Everything is okay. I am alone with my projects. Tomorrow I will see if I can go home. The soundtrack of my state of mind is the playful J'en ai marre (I'm fed up) by Alizee...

I NEED TO GO HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I am getting upset over stupidities.
I am getting fed up, irritated with everything.
Zero tolerance, zero patience.
I need a fucking break.

And I can't...I will take a nap :((((((((((((((((((((((((

It's over

Sounds so cliche to say I feel relieved.

My soul rests?

My body sighs

My being slumps, collapsed, energy-free

Why am I not sleeping? I 've only slept two hours or so. It was like I was torturing myself, depriving myself of sleep, with a bright light on...trying to get through, trying to advance and get closer to ... and it wasn't perfect, what I handed in. But I am so tired, SO TIRED

I need a break NOW

I feel so tired, brain and body equally. This is a bloody race and I am out of shape. Or I worry too much. I cannot be a carefree wild flower growing on a hill, though. I care and I suffer. And I need a time-out. I feel I can't do all I have to do in 3 days. I will collapse at some point. Maybe I'm dehydrated by all the caffeine. Maybe all I need is a soft hand....?

My favorite song right now

Soft Hand by Willard Grant Conspiracy

Flowers on the table
have all gone sour.
The clutter that surrounds us
leaves me with a dry mouth.

All I need is a soft hand
to ease me in. (3x)

The only thing we have left:
skin against skin.

There, I made ya smile.
There, I made ya smile.
Made ya smile again.

Cut the service on the phone
don't let anyone know
we're alone.
It's so perfect, here in bed.
Just let the sunshine ease us in.

There, I made ya smile.
There, I made ya smile.
Made ya smile again.

All I need is a soft hand (4x)
To ease me in...

Great weekend...!!

More postcard days, long walks, people on the street, impromptu visits to friends, reliable friends who cooperate with you, some homework done, GOOD MUSIC, the feeling of freedom and of myriad possibilities, an almost empty cinema and a good movie.......AND LOADS OF HOME-MADE PIZZA.

Porridge day

a sleep deprived race that has barely begun, it continues for another week. this is only the first hurdle.... where will i be a year from now?