Tranquil sea

I am standing in a clearing in the woods. I am not out of them yet. But I am near. Everything seems to have found a balance, which I desperately needed. Irrelevance and irrelevants are gone or at least have disappeared for now. Focusing on my priorities and interests.

Damn joy

Even though I do not like Morrissey, tonight lyrics from the song "HEAVEN KNOWS I'M MISERABLE NOW " come to mind. Why do I give valuable time to people who don't care if I live or die?
Okay, so it's not just tonight. It is more frequent than that.

I'm such a big emotional investor. My heart gags and ties up my brain. And no man understands that, no man respects that.

I will sleep a pouty sleep.

Rains haven't stopped

Weatherwise and otherwise.....I need to get through the next 4 weeks. Somehow. Still tired, maybe too much caffeine, maybe late sleeping hours, maybe .....

I am having one of those Cancerian days ....... I need a 30-minute hug.